"i am a sponge"

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August 5, 2003

I have decided to become a sponge. After wading through the aftermath of an ill-timed airport strike in London, I eventually arrived in Kyiv two days tardy. Attempting to communicate to the baggage employee that my enormous black duffel bag did not appear, as expected, with the baggage from our flight, glimpsing the blurs of Russian and Ukrainian neon signs, and hearing the taxi driver converse with Lena, Chris’ wife, quickly taught me the stark reality of a foreign, non-English speaking land.

“Wholly humbling” is the phrase that best encapsulates the initial experience for me. From that moment, my one constant truth has been that I have an enormous amount to learn. Language, culture, history, and new people have confronted me daily, and I have endeavored only to soak up as much as possible. Luckily, my arrival coincided with a lapse in activity at the UEC; so Chris, Lena, Sergiy, Joshua and Maurie Hanauer, and others have graciously and patiently donated their free time to ease my transition.

I have definitely fallen in love with the city: huge sidewalks and wide streets, monstrous statues and cathedrals, subways (metros) that literally plunge hundreds of feet underground (you ride escalators about fifteen minutes to get to their underground lair), and of course, the markets. On every corner, there are lively markets selling fresh fruits, vegetables, illegally made CD's and videos, untold varieties of flowers, clothing, batteries, raw meat, and just about anything else imaginable. And then there are the elevators, which are about two feet by two feet and groan severely each time they are forced to rise, many times just flat out refusing to go anywhere.

The overflowing activity and life have invigorated my daily experience so far. I realized early on that my natural tendency to take in new stimuli carefully and fully analyze every detail would be impossible. While grappling with one aspect or activity, I would erect a barricade to the hundreds of others occurring simultaneously. Therefore, I have chosen to become entirely permeable. Presently, I analyze nothing, assign value to nothing, and, in actuality, understand nothing. I am just attempting to capture as much information as possible, so that I can slowly piece it all together and reconstruct a coherent self.
However, the more and more saturated I grow to be, the more excited I become for my time here.

Chris and I have had the opportunity to spend hours discussing his missiological approach and my upcoming role in his and the UEC’s work in Kyiv. Along with a member of the Nivky church, Chris has decided to create a Christian institute to instruct and encourage young believers and assist them in excavating the depths of Christianity and engaging it with the present world and popular culture. One of my chief responsibilities this fall will be teaching two courses in this charter semester. One course will study and discuss the issues raised in two fictional books by C.S. Lewis: The Great Divorce and Screwtape Letters. The other, following up on one of my passions in school, will investigate the relationship of science and religion within the scope of history, epistemology, cosmology, and current astrophysics. This fall, I will also be working with the UEC manager, Sergiy, to prepare a course for the spring, “winter,” semester, surveying world religions and the many offshoots and branches of Christianity.

In addition to these responsibilities, I will be assisting the outreach of the UEC to the university students by hosting such events as “movie nights,” by planning weekly sporting activities such as ultimate Frisbee (another passion) or basketball, and by working at the UEC library and fellowshipping with its visitors. Furthermore, the fall will include follow up with individuals from this past summer’s Let’s Start Talking mission, which might include individual study/discussion meetings and/or a group grammar class, as well as co-leading and hosting (read “cooking for”) a weekly cell group meeting of the Nivky church.

As you can see, the fall holds a great deal of activity and exciting opportunities, which is why I am so thankful for the “soaking” time I have at the present. I am absolutely certain that I will learn more in the next year, spiritual lessons of faith and Godly life as well as practical lessons of cooking, budgeting, language, cultural studies, and even website creation, than I have ever imagined learning in a single year’s time. My only hope is that God will make me absorbent enough to contain all of it.

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